Alyena had spent a miserable night curled up on the hard ground in the hollow created by Hetty's foreleg and neck. When she slept, it was poorly and dreamlessly. But mostly, she laid awake, unable to get comfortable, either physically or mentally. When she wasn't thinking about how hard and uneven the ground was, she was thinking about what H'lee had said to her at the earlier meeting.
She worried his statements like a canine worries a bone and it finally disturbed her dragon's rest. I am a gold. You are my rider. We are meant to be queen.
I am not! Hetty, you chose wrong. I'm not meant to be Weyrwoman.
We are never wrong. And that, as far as Henriettath was concerned, was that.
By the time morning arrived, Alyena had come to an inescapable conclusion: if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. In short, she was a goldrider, and there was no way to change that; and there was no way to change the perception her dragon brought to her person. Everyone thought she was Weyrwoman, so the only logical course of action was to act like it.
About time you started acting like my rider, Hetty snorted at her during their morning bath.
The idea still frustrated and frightened her. After all, she was only 20 years old, how could she lead the 800 or so people who were here? Half of them were older than her, most of those old enough to be her parents. Or grandparents!
After she settled Henriettath, stretched out in the sunniest spot they could find on a spring day that threatened rain, she started to go in search of Alina, Alex, and Lord Halen (Snowy Hold's Lord Holder). Hetty sneezed at her, and she stopped from walking away. "What?" she asked, turning back toward the gold with a glare.
You are Weyrwoman. You do not personally seek out those you wish to speak to except in a dire emergency, the gold snorted pointedly at one of the groups of children.
"But--" Alyena started to argue. Hetty groaned and shifted to lay her head down on her foreclaws, closing her eye in as dignified a manner as she could manage. Alyena rubbed her face with both hands, taking a deep breath. "Alright."
You should do something about your hair and the dirt you just smeared across your face, as well.
"OOOH! You...you... GAH!" she expelled the breath and clenched her fists. Forcing herself to relax, she used the only hairbrush she had: her fingers. Her curly hair was a bane in this environment, and at first she wasn't sure what to do with it. But then she realized something: they needed string, and hair could be twisted and woven just like ovine wool. She loved her hair, but it could be useful to someone else, and in the meantime, she couldn't keep her curls under control without a hairbrush, another amenity they didn't have. Yet.
"Okay...you, there!" she waved at the children. Their eyes got big and round and they looked around to see who she was talking to, because of course, the goldrider couldn't possibly talking to them! But there was no doubt about it, and they sidled up shyly. "So, who would like to run some errands for me?" They all volunteered excitedly. She smiled indulgently. "Okay, well, I have more than one errand, so, let's see."
She pointed to the two tallest children. "I am going to be having a meeting with several people, so I need some crates. I would like four of the small ones that held those absolutely tasteless ration bars, and one of the larger ones that held blankets to use as a table. Since you're the biggest, why don't you two go find me some empty crates and put them right there?" she pointed to a spot to the side of Henriettath's bulk. Then she ruffled the hair of the smallest child and asked her to find her the person who was the best at cutting hair and ask them to come.
She realized she hadn't eaten yet. "Does anyone know if the cooks have come up with something appetizing for breakfast?" One of the children nodded eagerly and she asked if all of the children had eaten; they had, so she asked the one who claimed to know about breakfast if he could fetch her something because she hadn't eaten yet. And the last three children she asked to stay nearby so that when she was ready, they could run the last of her errands.
None of the children moved and the oldest asked, "What's in it for us? Usually, we'd get a mark-piece or a bubbly pie or something, but no one has any of those anymore."
Alyena pondered the question. What could she give her little errand-runners when there were no marks or special treats to go around. Hetty signed and only her rider picked up the hint of exasperation. "How about helping me bathe Henriettath tonight, and when she's feeling better, she'll give you each a ride?"
The children clamored excitedly and the four who had their errands already bolted off to carry them out. Alyena pursed her lips to keep from laughing at their enthusiasm, then realized that the children, for all that had happened to them in the last few days, were what would keep the community alive. They couldn't stay down and depressed for long, unlike the adults who had to worry about how to provide. She made a mental note to put the word out among the riders to offer rides and other chances to be close to the dragons as rewards for the children. Hetty gave her a sharp mental nudge. I may appear to be dozing, but this is too important for me to sleep through, even if I would rather do so. I've spread the word among the dragons, the riders will hear soon enough. Besides, you are horrible at remembering mental notes and you have nothing to write your notes down on at the moment.
Hetty's last comment was a pointed reminder of a definite problem: while there were those who could remember everything they were told or had seen, Alyena wasn't one of them and she didn't know anyone who was. She mulled the problem over: the crates and the foil that their ration bars were wrapped in wouldn't hold any sort of ink; they didn't have any slate and chalk, nor wood that was flat and smooth enough to retain charcoal scribblings. Paper was made of plant material that was boiled down to disintegrate the fibers, which took time, but maybe they could weave reeds together to create mats that could be written on with charcoal sticks. As she pondered the problem, she gazed down the riverbank toward the reeds and spotted another group of children making sandcastles while their mothers washed blankets and coveralls in the river. SAND!
But what to contain it in... Back to musing. About then, the two children returned with one of the large crates for her to use as a table. She was distracted from her pondering while she helped to get it situated the way she wanted it. Before they took off again, she asked, "Has anyone found or come up with something to use for glue, by any chance?" The answer she received was that H'lee, who was in charge of the tannery that was going up, was setting aside the materials for making glue, but that it would still be days until it was ready.
She leaned on her "table" for a minute, grumbling about not having anything to confine the sand to the table. She pulled the knife she had out and rapped the handle on the side of the crate. Then she flipped the blade around and pressed it against the plastic. It bit in, although it was hard. She hadn't claimed a hatchet, having no need for it, but when the lad who had gone in search of breakfast for her returned, she asked him to find her a hatchet and he took off on fleet feet to do so. She sliced one of the fried roots and a slice of meat from the night before and laid them on a bit of ration bar and popped it in her mouth while she started carving a line around the outside edge of the crate, about an inch in; then a second line just in from the first, angling the two lines together and cutting out a v-shaped groove. When the boy returned with the hatchet, she took it from him and began using it to scrape the plastic away inside the groove. At some point during her labors, the two tallest children finished bringing the four smaller crates and after watching her for a few minutes, they each retrieved a hatchet and began helping her. Before one of them hurt themselves, though, she waved them off. "How about this, instead? I'm going to need sand to fill this up, but it can't be really wet sand. Think you can find me enough?" And they were off again. By the time they'd found enough mostly dry sand to fill her sand table, she'd finished carving out a depression all the way around to keep it in.
And as they helped spread the sand, the little girl who'd gone in search of someone to cut hair returned with an older, bemused-looking woman in tow. Alyena picked the girl up and stood her on one of the small crates and handed her the cups of sand she'd been spreading. "Here, why don't you help spread this sand across the table?" Then she turned to the woman. "I'd like to cut my hair. It's too unruly to control while we don't have any brushes, and it's long enough to be useful for tying things. So, I want it cut off about here," she used her hands to indicate that it shouldn't overhang her ears on the front or go past her shoulders in the back.
"But milady..."
"No buts, please. It's more of a hindrance than it's worth right now. Besides, it will grow back." She sat down on one of the small crates and waited. After another moment's hesitation, the woman went to work with one of the knives.
"Would that I had a decent pair of shears. This will be crude at best, milady."
"I'm sure it will look just as fine as if you had the finest silver shears produced on Pern," she tried to reassure. It took about twenty minutes, during which Alyena finished her breakfast with slow, careful movements so as not to disturb the woman. When she was finished, the children (who had long finished spreading the sand on the table) gave her thumbs-up to tell her it looked good. The young girl bounced to her feet and promptly declared that she wanted HER hair cut, too! "What's your name?" she asked the woman.
"Lorie, milady."
"Well, Lorie, I hear there are Smiths who are starting to take orders for tools that they're trying to fashion from some of the extra knives and hatchets. Tell them that you need shears and that you have..." she paused, trying to choke out the word, "...the Weyrwoman's permission to make them a priority." The woman's eyes grew round and she bowed effusively before taking herself off with nearly-undignified haste.
"Alright, off with you hooligans," she shooed the children away. "Come back this afternoon and you can help me bathe Henriettath." Giggling, the four children skipped away. She waved to the other three then and asked them to each find one of the people she wished to meet with and ask them to join her. While they scampered off to deliver the messages she gave them, she went around behind Hetty to the river's edge and used the corner of her blanket to wipe her face, neck and hands. She also cut one of the smaller reeds and then sliced it at angles to use as styluses with the sand table. She also cut a larger reed that was long enough to stretch across the whole table.
She returned to her table and used the long reed to smooth and even the sand, then set styluses at each edge and placed the small crates around as seats. Running her fingers through her much-shortened hair one more time, she took her seat on the side of the table closest to Hetty, with her back to the gold dragon, then waited for Headwoman Alina, Wingrider Alex, and Lord Holder Halen to arrive.
Hetty gave her a mental nudge. I don't know all the dragons here. You should invite someone who does, like Seeth's or Baroleth's riders. I'm uncomfortable making uninvited contact with the dragons I don't know, I'd rather have formal introductions.
Alyena groaned. Ugh. I don't want to deal with any of the riders and dragons right now. I'm not certain enough of myself or them.
All the more reason to get someone you can trust and are comfortable with.
Alright, alright. Ask Seeth and Baroleth to convey to their riders that I'd like them to join us. But make sure they know to bring their own chairs, I only have enough for the four of us, and my little helpers aren't easily accessible now!
She worried his statements like a canine worries a bone and it finally disturbed her dragon's rest. I am a gold. You are my rider. We are meant to be queen.
I am not! Hetty, you chose wrong. I'm not meant to be Weyrwoman.
We are never wrong. And that, as far as Henriettath was concerned, was that.
By the time morning arrived, Alyena had come to an inescapable conclusion: if you can't beat 'em, join 'em. In short, she was a goldrider, and there was no way to change that; and there was no way to change the perception her dragon brought to her person. Everyone thought she was Weyrwoman, so the only logical course of action was to act like it.
About time you started acting like my rider, Hetty snorted at her during their morning bath.
The idea still frustrated and frightened her. After all, she was only 20 years old, how could she lead the 800 or so people who were here? Half of them were older than her, most of those old enough to be her parents. Or grandparents!
After she settled Henriettath, stretched out in the sunniest spot they could find on a spring day that threatened rain, she started to go in search of Alina, Alex, and Lord Halen (Snowy Hold's Lord Holder). Hetty sneezed at her, and she stopped from walking away. "What?" she asked, turning back toward the gold with a glare.
You are Weyrwoman. You do not personally seek out those you wish to speak to except in a dire emergency, the gold snorted pointedly at one of the groups of children.
"But--" Alyena started to argue. Hetty groaned and shifted to lay her head down on her foreclaws, closing her eye in as dignified a manner as she could manage. Alyena rubbed her face with both hands, taking a deep breath. "Alright."
You should do something about your hair and the dirt you just smeared across your face, as well.
"OOOH! You...you... GAH!" she expelled the breath and clenched her fists. Forcing herself to relax, she used the only hairbrush she had: her fingers. Her curly hair was a bane in this environment, and at first she wasn't sure what to do with it. But then she realized something: they needed string, and hair could be twisted and woven just like ovine wool. She loved her hair, but it could be useful to someone else, and in the meantime, she couldn't keep her curls under control without a hairbrush, another amenity they didn't have. Yet.
"Okay...you, there!" she waved at the children. Their eyes got big and round and they looked around to see who she was talking to, because of course, the goldrider couldn't possibly talking to them! But there was no doubt about it, and they sidled up shyly. "So, who would like to run some errands for me?" They all volunteered excitedly. She smiled indulgently. "Okay, well, I have more than one errand, so, let's see."
She pointed to the two tallest children. "I am going to be having a meeting with several people, so I need some crates. I would like four of the small ones that held those absolutely tasteless ration bars, and one of the larger ones that held blankets to use as a table. Since you're the biggest, why don't you two go find me some empty crates and put them right there?" she pointed to a spot to the side of Henriettath's bulk. Then she ruffled the hair of the smallest child and asked her to find her the person who was the best at cutting hair and ask them to come.
She realized she hadn't eaten yet. "Does anyone know if the cooks have come up with something appetizing for breakfast?" One of the children nodded eagerly and she asked if all of the children had eaten; they had, so she asked the one who claimed to know about breakfast if he could fetch her something because she hadn't eaten yet. And the last three children she asked to stay nearby so that when she was ready, they could run the last of her errands.
None of the children moved and the oldest asked, "What's in it for us? Usually, we'd get a mark-piece or a bubbly pie or something, but no one has any of those anymore."
Alyena pondered the question. What could she give her little errand-runners when there were no marks or special treats to go around. Hetty signed and only her rider picked up the hint of exasperation. "How about helping me bathe Henriettath tonight, and when she's feeling better, she'll give you each a ride?"
The children clamored excitedly and the four who had their errands already bolted off to carry them out. Alyena pursed her lips to keep from laughing at their enthusiasm, then realized that the children, for all that had happened to them in the last few days, were what would keep the community alive. They couldn't stay down and depressed for long, unlike the adults who had to worry about how to provide. She made a mental note to put the word out among the riders to offer rides and other chances to be close to the dragons as rewards for the children. Hetty gave her a sharp mental nudge. I may appear to be dozing, but this is too important for me to sleep through, even if I would rather do so. I've spread the word among the dragons, the riders will hear soon enough. Besides, you are horrible at remembering mental notes and you have nothing to write your notes down on at the moment.
Hetty's last comment was a pointed reminder of a definite problem: while there were those who could remember everything they were told or had seen, Alyena wasn't one of them and she didn't know anyone who was. She mulled the problem over: the crates and the foil that their ration bars were wrapped in wouldn't hold any sort of ink; they didn't have any slate and chalk, nor wood that was flat and smooth enough to retain charcoal scribblings. Paper was made of plant material that was boiled down to disintegrate the fibers, which took time, but maybe they could weave reeds together to create mats that could be written on with charcoal sticks. As she pondered the problem, she gazed down the riverbank toward the reeds and spotted another group of children making sandcastles while their mothers washed blankets and coveralls in the river. SAND!
But what to contain it in... Back to musing. About then, the two children returned with one of the large crates for her to use as a table. She was distracted from her pondering while she helped to get it situated the way she wanted it. Before they took off again, she asked, "Has anyone found or come up with something to use for glue, by any chance?" The answer she received was that H'lee, who was in charge of the tannery that was going up, was setting aside the materials for making glue, but that it would still be days until it was ready.
She leaned on her "table" for a minute, grumbling about not having anything to confine the sand to the table. She pulled the knife she had out and rapped the handle on the side of the crate. Then she flipped the blade around and pressed it against the plastic. It bit in, although it was hard. She hadn't claimed a hatchet, having no need for it, but when the lad who had gone in search of breakfast for her returned, she asked him to find her a hatchet and he took off on fleet feet to do so. She sliced one of the fried roots and a slice of meat from the night before and laid them on a bit of ration bar and popped it in her mouth while she started carving a line around the outside edge of the crate, about an inch in; then a second line just in from the first, angling the two lines together and cutting out a v-shaped groove. When the boy returned with the hatchet, she took it from him and began using it to scrape the plastic away inside the groove. At some point during her labors, the two tallest children finished bringing the four smaller crates and after watching her for a few minutes, they each retrieved a hatchet and began helping her. Before one of them hurt themselves, though, she waved them off. "How about this, instead? I'm going to need sand to fill this up, but it can't be really wet sand. Think you can find me enough?" And they were off again. By the time they'd found enough mostly dry sand to fill her sand table, she'd finished carving out a depression all the way around to keep it in.
And as they helped spread the sand, the little girl who'd gone in search of someone to cut hair returned with an older, bemused-looking woman in tow. Alyena picked the girl up and stood her on one of the small crates and handed her the cups of sand she'd been spreading. "Here, why don't you help spread this sand across the table?" Then she turned to the woman. "I'd like to cut my hair. It's too unruly to control while we don't have any brushes, and it's long enough to be useful for tying things. So, I want it cut off about here," she used her hands to indicate that it shouldn't overhang her ears on the front or go past her shoulders in the back.
"But milady..."
"No buts, please. It's more of a hindrance than it's worth right now. Besides, it will grow back." She sat down on one of the small crates and waited. After another moment's hesitation, the woman went to work with one of the knives.
"Would that I had a decent pair of shears. This will be crude at best, milady."
"I'm sure it will look just as fine as if you had the finest silver shears produced on Pern," she tried to reassure. It took about twenty minutes, during which Alyena finished her breakfast with slow, careful movements so as not to disturb the woman. When she was finished, the children (who had long finished spreading the sand on the table) gave her thumbs-up to tell her it looked good. The young girl bounced to her feet and promptly declared that she wanted HER hair cut, too! "What's your name?" she asked the woman.
"Lorie, milady."
"Well, Lorie, I hear there are Smiths who are starting to take orders for tools that they're trying to fashion from some of the extra knives and hatchets. Tell them that you need shears and that you have..." she paused, trying to choke out the word, "...the Weyrwoman's permission to make them a priority." The woman's eyes grew round and she bowed effusively before taking herself off with nearly-undignified haste.
"Alright, off with you hooligans," she shooed the children away. "Come back this afternoon and you can help me bathe Henriettath." Giggling, the four children skipped away. She waved to the other three then and asked them to each find one of the people she wished to meet with and ask them to join her. While they scampered off to deliver the messages she gave them, she went around behind Hetty to the river's edge and used the corner of her blanket to wipe her face, neck and hands. She also cut one of the smaller reeds and then sliced it at angles to use as styluses with the sand table. She also cut a larger reed that was long enough to stretch across the whole table.
She returned to her table and used the long reed to smooth and even the sand, then set styluses at each edge and placed the small crates around as seats. Running her fingers through her much-shortened hair one more time, she took her seat on the side of the table closest to Hetty, with her back to the gold dragon, then waited for Headwoman Alina, Wingrider Alex, and Lord Holder Halen to arrive.
Hetty gave her a mental nudge. I don't know all the dragons here. You should invite someone who does, like Seeth's or Baroleth's riders. I'm uncomfortable making uninvited contact with the dragons I don't know, I'd rather have formal introductions.
Alyena groaned. Ugh. I don't want to deal with any of the riders and dragons right now. I'm not certain enough of myself or them.
All the more reason to get someone you can trust and are comfortable with.
Alright, alright. Ask Seeth and Baroleth to convey to their riders that I'd like them to join us. But make sure they know to bring their own chairs, I only have enough for the four of us, and my little helpers aren't easily accessible now!